The Fear There is a fear, I think maybe I should say a forced acceptance of a strange reality Although not the first time I've been hit nor do I believe it will be the last it is never-the-less a strange sign A foreshadowing to some unexplained horror that will or could happen? I dance deaf I touch blind I speak mute Could it be a reminder from a past life? Although I fear I must accept I am (Normal) Now. R. David Paine III